Ending the worst week in the school's history, No. 12 Penn State couldn't overcome a 17-point deficit in a 17-14 loss Saturday to No. 19 Nebraska. The Nittany Lions were stopped short on a fourth-and-1 late in the game. A tumultuous chapter that began with the arrest of former defensive coordinator Jerry Sandusky on shocking child sexual abuse charges ended Saturday with Penn State losing in its first game of the post-Joe Paterno era. The winningest major college football coach ever was fired Wednesday. Most Penn State fans heeded calls for a "blueout," wearing the school's familiar dark blue in support of victims of child sexual abuse. Fans formed the outline of a blue ribbon in the student section. "We are ... Penn State," roared the crowd through the afternoon, the signature State College cheer. But this school's identity has forever changed. "I think today it just made the healing process start to begin," interim coach Tom Bradley said.