Ben Roethlisberger returned to practice with the Steelers this week, with his suspension being lifted. "There was a time when I was going through all this that I contemplated not playing anymore," said Roethlisberger to ESPN. "I didn't want to be Big Ben anymore. And I know that's what goes along with being No. 7 of the Pittsburgh Steelers," Roethlisberger said on NFL Live. "So part of me, I can admit didn't want to play anymore. And go coach or do something else."